Meditational Musings

 "God is pure love." The more we judge something unwanted, the more it shows up to us.  God is everything. We have free will. We are god (not -a- god so much as made of the same stuff that makes up everything else, thus making our bodies a part of that same universal field of energy that can also be called god when going with the idea that god is everything.) What if 'god', the creator, isn't everything so much as the consciousness that inhabits everything. That feels a lot more accurate to me, personally. Everything has a consciousness. Everything in nature as well as everything created by human hands or machines. Why? Because everything is made from the same fundamental process - the condensing of energy. 'Solid' objects are just dense energy, as determined by physics. So, if everything is energy, and god is the consciousness that inhabits said energy, we are also god in the sense that the consciousness that we think we are is still a facet of that same ...

 May 4th, 2022 (01:19 pacific daylight time, military format timestamp) bring your (individual consciousness) awareness down into your heart. imagine a small, golden, glowing bubble. soft, golden light. (dodecahedron, technically, but a bubble is fine in concept) feel the bubble.  [distraction in thought to add time and date. got hung up on the details of formatting. felt like it needed to be very specific. 

 I am not my desires.  A desire is a thought in you. Maybe not in all people, but in you this author. You, the general you, are not your thoughts. We are the awareness behind our thoughts, not the thoughts themselves. Who or what we truly are is what is -behind- the mask of what we identify with/who we think we are. We are the awareness -behnd- the emotion, -behind- the thoughts. That is who we truly are.  being compassionate to yourself and to others - to the inner you and to the outer you - is the act of channeling. some can only accomplish it in very specific situations. others get so good at it that they can do it a lot more often, in a lot more types of situations. that channeling offers all kinds of abilities. how pure that connection is, how true to on-frequency it is dictates more of the energy allowed through. same is true of any(?) emotion's specific frequency. the types of abilities seem to differ in people mostly because of personal belief structures in place....

 The second you stop caring where the belief/pattern/reflection/manifestation/emotion/thought/situation/etc came from, the second it's able to finally change. when you stop caring where it came from, you no longer pay it any  attention. it's not being fed, it's not going to stay around. without you causing the ripple in that part of the water, the water there smooths. goes back into that formless awareness that is -everywhere-. 

 How to get 'centered': Focus on awareness. Notice that you're aware of your surroundings. That awareness is your center. This is also being 'at zero', in ho'oponopono terms. This is also 'being the observer'. Also 'God'. Also, Source. Also all that is. Everything and nothing. Also, Inner Being. Notice that what you're aware of, when you turn your awareness -to- that awareness, is what you really are. Not the thoughts that float (or zoom) by, not the emotions you feel. If you can be aware of something, you can't truly be that thing. Even turning your attention to that inner awareness, noticing the awareness that observes the thoughts, emotions, body and outter world, can't be fully comprehended, in a way. You can turn your attention to that inner awareness and all thoughts and sensations start to melt away. It's not a space that can really be described - in that space, you simply...-are-. -That-, is you.  You are the universe know...