Meditational Musings

 Live in the reality you want to live in. This is a moment by moment thing. this is also how Neville Goddard's technique works. the idea is to live in the end state of it. In other words, moment to moment, live in that state of being. that feeling-state of how it feels in your body. What does the emotion of living in that state of being feel like in your body? Get past the idea of feeling the excitement of it. Get to a point of imaging what it feels like to have had it for a bit. Sort of like that time you got a new toy (a laptop, phone, car, computer, hobby or craft item, etc) and the novelty of it has sort of worn off a little. You still really like and enjoy it, but it's not that same 'brand new exciting' feeling. Daydream for a while about having that desire fulfilled, feel how having it - not getting it, but having it - feels in the body, then live in that reality as best as possible. The physical senses are sorta slow to catch up to internal being, since the exter...

 "God is pure love." The more we judge something unwanted, the more it shows up to us.  God is everything. We have free will. We are god (not -a- god so much as made of the same stuff that makes up everything else, thus making our bodies a part of that same universal field of energy that can also be called god when going with the idea that god is everything.) What if 'god', the creator, isn't everything so much as the consciousness that inhabits everything. That feels a lot more accurate to me, personally. Everything has a consciousness. Everything in nature as well as everything created by human hands or machines. Why? Because everything is made from the same fundamental process - the condensing of energy. 'Solid' objects are just dense energy, as determined by physics. So, if everything is energy, and god is the consciousness that inhabits said energy, we are also god in the sense that the consciousness that we think we are is still a facet of that same ...

 i think i don't understand the concept of familial love because, if love is supposed to be unconditional, and people who are family pull away from you or offer you anger/resentment/upset without ever really empathizing with your point of view, then - to me - the translation of that is they don't unconditionally love you. And if there is love that is -not- unconditional, that means it can get taken away. So if they pull away, and you never get anything that feels like it matches that energetic frequency again...yes, you can understand logically that they love you, but the energetic sensation doesn't feel 'right'. It doesn't feel like unconditional love, because it's buried under layers of their own hurts and pains, so isn't translating properly. Assuming they aren't being -intentionally- malicious.  For those that have been intentionally malicious, my money is on that they - at some point in their life, whether consciously or unconsciously - made the...

 Thoughts are wonderful. the ego is amazingly helpful. every thought that comes to mind is a message. Nevermind what the words or vision of the thought was. Look at what emotion is tied to it. That emotion is the frequency of that thought. If you don't like how that frequency feels, you get to choose a different frequency. this is where focus comes in. this is where detachment from the 'reality' in front of you comes in. watch your thoughts. notice if any of them grab your attention with an emotion. most of the time it might be a subtle emotion. depending on how much you try to get away from your own mind, the stronger those emotions might be sometimes. some people can't stand to be alone. they need a constant distraction for fear they'll hear thier own thoughts and have to face that fear of them. many more have already overcome that fear enough to start noticing how they feel when they think certain things. most of the time they notice the emotion and label the tho...

the only reason you should do anything is because you want to. "Do you meditate?" "Yes." "For how long?" "Oh, I try for an hour, but most days I only get maybe 20 minutes or so. You knw how it is." "Why do you usually get up from meditation?" "Work, can't stop thinking, kids, any number of reasons." "You got up too soon." "But-" "You got up too soon. It doesn't matter the reason. The only reason that would get a different answer is: Because I wanted to." Conundrum: Following that logic could mean things start falling apart in my life. Kids don't get fed/to school, work goes by the wayside. Let the universe orchestrate the vibrational matches. -You- decide how you want to feel. Anything that does not feel like that will fall away. Either the other people in your life will have a behavior pulled out of them that matches your vibration, or the situation as a whole will change into one tha...

 The second you stop caring where the belief/pattern/reflection/manifestation/emotion/thought/situation/etc came from, the second it's able to finally change. when you stop caring where it came from, you no longer pay it any  attention. it's not being fed, it's not going to stay around. without you causing the ripple in that part of the water, the water there smooths. goes back into that formless awareness that is -everywhere-. 

 belief is irrelevant. faith that something will come to pass is irrelevant. you already thought it. the second you thought it, it was created. it already exists. you just made it. you don't have to believe it will come for you or to you. you don't have ot have faith it will show up. you have to stop thinking about it. stop feeling about it. feel however you feel in the moment. that's fine. think whatever you're thinking of the moment, if you can. most of the time you can't. so we say shut the mind off. It fulfilled its purpose in the creation process. You don't need it until you need to make a decision about what frequency/thing/situation you want next time.