Meditational Musings

 5/1/2022 trust is a part of love. technically, all emotions are a part of compassion, but that's another layer than we want for this conversation/message. trust is a part of love. true love of another - be they family, friend, foe, or other - has no mistrust. the true depth of love is to accept another wholly and completely as they show themselves to you. regardless of what you may believe about them, regardless of what you might think about them. true love of another is to know that they would never do anything to hurt you, and that you would never do anything to hurt them. self-love is to give yourself that love. to trust wholly. to know that, no matter what someone shows you, it is only done in love. they are just a figment of that shadow in you, giving you that message. they are the messenger, holding the letter for you. if you can not feel love for them, for being that messenger, then feel love for yourself for loving yourself enough to give you the gift of that message. you ...

 do you really want it to appear instantly? think about choosing whatever you want to appear instantly. sounds like it could be a great idea for some things you want, right? Are you sure, though? Do thoughts come up about how to explain it? How may of your world-view beliefs are challenged? How much of your 'knowledge' of physics is challenged? Say you accomplished it, do you worry that others might find out and you'll suddenly find yourself in the spotlight? What if you're taken and locked away from others? Studied for years to see what makes you different?  We don't say this to scare. We say this to encourage you to look at those thoughts and decide. Decide if you want them or not. If you fear people's reactions, can you have the instant manifestation -and- be safe? How does that thought feel?  (translation interrupted)

 if what you're choosing doesn't come: if what you're choosing doesn't come and you're starting to have thoughts you don't like the feel of, know that what you thought you wanted doesn't accurately represent the frequency you're offering.  it could be that you're off-frequency and need to get closer to your target - as in, you might need to go into the concept of what you're asking for and see if any thoughts, ideas or emotions come to you that you don't enjoy the feel of.  if any do, then those need to be addressed by deciding what it is about them that you don't like. it could also be that you're so /on/-frequency that you've something even better, it just doesn't look like what you envisioned. now it's up to you to decide if that's okay with you - and go along waiting to see how you're surprised and delighted - or if you would rather have what was envisioned. if you're rather have what was envisioned, then r...

 It's not the thought(s) that you're trying to stop. It's the attachment to them. The identifying with them. Notice the reactions you have -to- the thoughts. Those are what need to be addressed. Be aware of the reactions, control the reactions is focus. When you are in control of your reactions, you have the ability to switch your focus to whichever frequency you desire. When the thought(reaction to the thought) controls your reaction/attention, then you lose the ability to focus where you will/desire/want. Fear of choosing wrong is the basis for a lot of anxiety. That is a reaction to a thought. It controls your ofucs, preventing you from seeing other options available. Preventing you from feeling other frequencies available. Preventing you from focusing on other frequencies available. Thus choosing your reality for you. Releasing the attachment to that fear, allowing yourself to look at the ideas being presented -without- reacting in fear, will allow you to have more of t...

 What they think about you doesn't matter. Their reaction to you is -their- manifestation. It's for them to deal with. What this translates to for -you- is that you never have to worry about what any of it means to them. The mental chess game of how to 'make them like you/understand you' is unnecessary. You can check in with them if you feel inspired to in the moment, but worrying over it before or after the fact? Never necessary. The following was obtained after re-reading the above passage: What if it's someone you don't want to hurt (emotionally or physically)?  Staying connected to who you truly are - keeping your attention toward that inner awareness/allowing yourself to be in the frequency of your 'home' self, whether incorporating in your desire frequencies or not, will make it so that hurting them isn't an option in the first place. That innate desire not to hurt them is already built in. It's already a desired frequency. And if they reac...

 one of the basic freedoms you've been asking for when you think you want freedom is freedom from thinking.  not to say you want to follow someone else. no. not sheep or cattle, in that sense. freedom from the vast amount of thoughts attached to every desire. judgements, worries, fears, doubts, definitions. all of those are bars on freedom. that observer state, that is your freedom. maintaining your ability to turn your focus wherever you -want- to turn it, rather than having an emotion or thought grip your focus away from you, is what you want. (Do you -want- to be feeling fear? Hatred? Anger? Anxiety? You may think it a logical reaction to the person, place or situation you're observing, but do you -want- to feel it? If not, you use focus to move your attention to something else. How well can you focus? Amazingly well, if you retain your grasp of your focus. It's when the thoughts and emotions dictate your focus that you have difficulty, or end up having difficulty.)

 our fear of missing out (fomo) keeps us busy. fear of missing out on whats ours if we don't -do- to get it. What's ours can't be missed. It's ours. It's coming to us. All we need to do is relax and let it come to us. We've defined it. Asked for it. But our doubt, our fear of it not coming, keeps it from us. likewise, our insistence that 'it' looks a certain way gets in the way of it coming. what it looks like is part of the 'how'. Just define what you want it to feel like. Anything that feels like that is something that is wanted and is already yours/for you. you can't miss it.