Meditational Musings

 "God is pure love." The more we judge something unwanted, the more it shows up to us.  God is everything. We have free will. We are god (not -a- god so much as made of the same stuff that makes up everything else, thus making our bodies a part of that same universal field of energy that can also be called god when going with the idea that god is everything.) What if 'god', the creator, isn't everything so much as the consciousness that inhabits everything. That feels a lot more accurate to me, personally. Everything has a consciousness. Everything in nature as well as everything created by human hands or machines. Why? Because everything is made from the same fundamental process - the condensing of energy. 'Solid' objects are just dense energy, as determined by physics. So, if everything is energy, and god is the consciousness that inhabits said energy, we are also god in the sense that the consciousness that we think we are is still a facet of that same ...

 5/3/2022 cards pulled: compass - reversed metamorphosis dragon's lair understood meaning:  compass reversed - what you focus on is what the compass needle is going to point you toward. pay attention to what you're focused on. it becomes your 'higher power' (words from the definition in the book).  thoughts: the concept of 'don't worship false idols' came to mind. reminded of the idea of jesus encouraging others to focus on love. last night's conversation came to mind - focus on love. metamorphosis - you're changing. sometimes change hurts. that pain is sometimes necessary in order to become who we want to be. thoughts:  this card came out together with the one above. I viewed them as connected in concept. acceptance that things are changing and setting the expectation for that change to be good. (My question for the day is always 'what do i need to know or hear today for my highest good' or something to that effect.) dragon's lair - ente...

 do you really want it to appear instantly? think about choosing whatever you want to appear instantly. sounds like it could be a great idea for some things you want, right? Are you sure, though? Do thoughts come up about how to explain it? How may of your world-view beliefs are challenged? How much of your 'knowledge' of physics is challenged? Say you accomplished it, do you worry that others might find out and you'll suddenly find yourself in the spotlight? What if you're taken and locked away from others? Studied for years to see what makes you different?  We don't say this to scare. We say this to encourage you to look at those thoughts and decide. Decide if you want them or not. If you fear people's reactions, can you have the instant manifestation -and- be safe? How does that thought feel?  (translation interrupted)

 Thoughts are wonderful. the ego is amazingly helpful. every thought that comes to mind is a message. Nevermind what the words or vision of the thought was. Look at what emotion is tied to it. That emotion is the frequency of that thought. If you don't like how that frequency feels, you get to choose a different frequency. this is where focus comes in. this is where detachment from the 'reality' in front of you comes in. watch your thoughts. notice if any of them grab your attention with an emotion. most of the time it might be a subtle emotion. depending on how much you try to get away from your own mind, the stronger those emotions might be sometimes. some people can't stand to be alone. they need a constant distraction for fear they'll hear thier own thoughts and have to face that fear of them. many more have already overcome that fear enough to start noticing how they feel when they think certain things. most of the time they notice the emotion and label the tho...

 It's not the thought(s) that you're trying to stop. It's the attachment to them. The identifying with them. Notice the reactions you have -to- the thoughts. Those are what need to be addressed. Be aware of the reactions, control the reactions is focus. When you are in control of your reactions, you have the ability to switch your focus to whichever frequency you desire. When the thought(reaction to the thought) controls your reaction/attention, then you lose the ability to focus where you will/desire/want. Fear of choosing wrong is the basis for a lot of anxiety. That is a reaction to a thought. It controls your ofucs, preventing you from seeing other options available. Preventing you from feeling other frequencies available. Preventing you from focusing on other frequencies available. Thus choosing your reality for you. Releasing the attachment to that fear, allowing yourself to look at the ideas being presented -without- reacting in fear, will allow you to have more of t...

 I am not my desires.  A desire is a thought in you. Maybe not in all people, but in you this author. You, the general you, are not your thoughts. We are the awareness behind our thoughts, not the thoughts themselves. Who or what we truly are is what is -behind- the mask of what we identify with/who we think we are. We are the awareness -behnd- the emotion, -behind- the thoughts. That is who we truly are.  being compassionate to yourself and to others - to the inner you and to the outer you - is the act of channeling. some can only accomplish it in very specific situations. others get so good at it that they can do it a lot more often, in a lot more types of situations. that channeling offers all kinds of abilities. how pure that connection is, how true to on-frequency it is dictates more of the energy allowed through. same is true of any(?) emotion's specific frequency. the types of abilities seem to differ in people mostly because of personal belief structures in place....

 The second you stop caring where the belief/pattern/reflection/manifestation/emotion/thought/situation/etc came from, the second it's able to finally change. when you stop caring where it came from, you no longer pay it any  attention. it's not being fed, it's not going to stay around. without you causing the ripple in that part of the water, the water there smooths. goes back into that formless awareness that is -everywhere-. 

 did you think about the action to take? = not inspiration did you take an action without thinking about it? = that was inspiration. did you take an action without thinking abotu it, and then start thinking about what to do for the next step/piece? = you've left inspiration. Stop thinking. did you take an action without thinking about it, and it led to an undesired result? you have a limiting belief attached to the desire. purify the intention/desire and then go back to not thinking. purify: In other words, assess the frequency of your desire. Are there bits in it that you don't enjoy? If there are, then that needs to be refined. That's the 'purification'. it's okay. Ultimately, you can not get it wrong. if you take an action without thinking about it, only realizing later what you did, then you were acting from inspiration. you don't have to wait for a sign to act because the signs are not for that. The signs are for letting you know you aren't alone. T...

 belief is irrelevant. faith that something will come to pass is irrelevant. you already thought it. the second you thought it, it was created. it already exists. you just made it. you don't have to believe it will come for you or to you. you don't have ot have faith it will show up. you have to stop thinking about it. stop feeling about it. feel however you feel in the moment. that's fine. think whatever you're thinking of the moment, if you can. most of the time you can't. so we say shut the mind off. It fulfilled its purpose in the creation process. You don't need it until you need to make a decision about what frequency/thing/situation you want next time.