Meditational Musings

 choosing a loving universe: "Trusting that things happen the way they do, ultimately, for a reason you'd agree with even if or though you can't understand it from your current perspective." Preferences along the way are normal. Wanting one thing or another is normal. Feeling like you -have- to have it, being attached to the having of it, is where it starts to get tricky. Recognizing a need is good (in so much as there is a 'good'). Being attached to that need as a truth is the conscious ego. That part of you that 'thinks' and makes choices. You make choices at every level, when you get right down to it. Most of them unconscious, and I don't just mean because it's the subconscious or the unconscious or something you have no control over. You have no control over it because you're not doing it consciously. That's it. You can't exactly just decide to become conscious of doing it, either. I mean, you -can-, but if we're talking to ...

 hypothesis: how to know where to go/what to do: shift perspective to higher self/inner being (mass consciousness). That true, deep part of you that was you before all the programing you went through, all the life and memories you've been through. That's the part of you that knows exactly what you want.  going into that feeling of 'oneness' with all is tapping into the 'mass consciousness'. growing your ability to focus makes it easier to get into a state that allows you to shift your perspective to that mass consciousness. do that enough and you get impulses to do things that lead you to what you want, because you're now able to 'hear' your inner being - aka, that part of you that's tapping into that quantum field we call mass consciousness. This is intuition. doing that enough starts affecting your behavior patterns. the better you are at hearing your inner being, the better you become at being able to communicate with that portion of yourself....