Meditational Musings

 accepting what is doesn't mean relinquishing the ability, or desire, to change it. accepting things as they are means not keeping yourself trapped in a frequency. it means regaining your focus - your ability to choose another frequency in the face of this one. that's how acceptance helps change your reality. accept what's there right now in the sense that it's delivering a message. appreciate what's around you in the sense that it's there to show you something. Imagine it's as thought someone you love very much handed you a letter. That letter might be filled with bad news - you might be surrounded by things you don't like at all. Your surroundings, in this analogy, are the contents of that letter. Source can be seen as the impetus that arranged your surroundings - the one that delivered that letter. you can hate source for what it's showing you. Absolutely. Or you can 'not shoot the messenger', accept what it is, reclaim your power (your ab...

 you can have it. just choose it. it can be a fun daydream or it can be a reality, meaning that if it doesn't come, enjoy having had the daydream of it and know that it'll show up as something else. the picture of the frequency isn't the actual frequency. it's what that frequency represents to you. if you aren't dead on the frequency that you want - tuned in very specifically - you'll get things that feel -like- that frequency.  this goes back into choosing your reality. the more "tuned in" - the more focused on the frequency you are - and now people usually think we mean exerting effort in thinking about the picture/image/concept that they want when what we mean is how dialed into that specific desired frequency are you. So, the more you can specifically focus on your desire, the clearer you are able to choose that reality. bring up the reality you desire to mind. some thing or situation. if it's just a thing, make it a situation. even if it's...

 Thoughts are wonderful. the ego is amazingly helpful. every thought that comes to mind is a message. Nevermind what the words or vision of the thought was. Look at what emotion is tied to it. That emotion is the frequency of that thought. If you don't like how that frequency feels, you get to choose a different frequency. this is where focus comes in. this is where detachment from the 'reality' in front of you comes in. watch your thoughts. notice if any of them grab your attention with an emotion. most of the time it might be a subtle emotion. depending on how much you try to get away from your own mind, the stronger those emotions might be sometimes. some people can't stand to be alone. they need a constant distraction for fear they'll hear thier own thoughts and have to face that fear of them. many more have already overcome that fear enough to start noticing how they feel when they think certain things. most of the time they notice the emotion and label the tho...

 separate emotions and related thoughts away from your desire. the slow way to do that is to think about it long enough that the 'flavor' of it wears off, or the 'oomph' goes away. it no longer holds any emotion for you. the related thoughts could be done by redefining what the desire means and tracking down along the thread of every related thought/feeling mix. these ways are good. and they work. but slowly. the faster way to do this is to witness the desire from the observer role/position. notice the attachments and emotions and definitions from that neutral, compassionate space. then look back to the desire itself, without those associations. when the desire no longer controls your emotion/focus is when it come flow easiest to you. there's a lot of anxiety around the idea of letting go of a desire. it's not about letting -go- of it. It's about not reacting to the desire itself. Or, rather, it's about not reacting to the thought of -not- getting that d...

 "I am awesome!" is not arrogance. People call God the creator. We say God used the energy of the universe to create. That isn't quite correct. "God" is all that is, yes? All that is, is energy. God is energy. You are God. You are energy. Spirit, Source, God, all energy. The molocules of everything, you included, are part of energy.  What you're feeling isn't arrogance. It is pride. Satisfaction. Fulfillment. Gratification. While knowing your absolute, utter, deep worth. Bad things happened when you started to feel that way because you had a faulty meaning filling up pieces of it. You took those meanings from movies and shows that portrayed people you thought felt like that as bad. So you thought it meant you were bad to feel that way. You took on those false beliefs and those feelings made them true for you. You materialized the fears fed to you by others. You -are- awesome! And it has -nothing- to do with anybody else. You diminish -nobody- else by bei...