Introduction or Forward
Message from the translator/author(?)/editor: I start this with...no small amount of trepidation, if I'm being completely honest with myself. There's a ...not a knot in my stomach, but that twisting sensation that feels a lot like nausea. I have no idea how this material will be received, but I feel compelled to share it all the same. I have the choice, to be sure. I've sat on the idea of posting (starting to post here) for a week or two now, at the least, for example. I have absolutely had to make the conscious decision to do this, much as I dislike that fact. (Part of me has wanted to give control over to whatever spirit or impetus this is completely, letting it move my body as it will to accomplish what it wants. At the same time, I'm also the type of person who won't even give myself over to a guided meditation. I like my control too much to allow anyone else to take over, in any capacity lol. A thought that entertains me to no end, considering the irony of it....