Introduction or Forward
Message from the translator/author(?)/editor:
I start this with...no small amount of trepidation, if I'm being completely honest with myself.
There's a ...not a knot in my stomach, but that twisting sensation that feels a lot like nausea. I have no idea how this material will be received, but I feel compelled to share it all the same. I have the choice, to be sure. I've sat on the idea of posting (starting to post here) for a week or two now, at the least, for example.
I have absolutely had to make the conscious decision to do this, much as I dislike that fact. (Part of me has wanted to give control over to whatever spirit or impetus this is completely, letting it move my body as it will to accomplish what it wants. At the same time, I'm also the type of person who won't even give myself over to a guided meditation. I like my control too much to allow anyone else to take over, in any capacity lol. A thought that entertains me to no end, considering the irony of it.)
What follows in this blog will be passages/messages/information I have received from I know not where. They're words, or conversations, had during quiet times when questions or thoughts that I've had somehow find answers. This has been going on for most of my life. I shut it down for a very long time due to a lack of acceptance and am allowing it to flourish again in whatever way it will, as much as I can allow, because it just feels too good to me to deny it anymore.
We'll start with older messages that I received, starting maybe a year or so ago (when I first started taking notes again), and move to more current messages. Once those are satisfactorily posted here, my intention is to simply keep my notes here, where they can be viewed very shortly after I've received them. The thought makes me anxious, but I feel it'd be a deep help to at least a few people if they find this, and I've only ever wanted to be of help to anyone I come in contact with. (It's been a matter of learning how to help without hurting myself.)
So, to anyone who reads this, I hope you find the information valuable. I hope you find it, at the very least, as thought provoking as I have, and that it gets you asking questions of your own.
(Please note, I will be posting these largely as I wrote them out, which can mean typos, grammatical errors, and an evolving message as time goes on. I consider myself something of a translator for this information, since I don't always receive the info in words so much as in entire concepts that I then figure out how to put into words. As I grow and evolve as a person, the information grows and evolves as well, since I figure out new ways to translate what I'm receiving. Once I get through the older messages, I intend on having a separate blog that covers information of a far more personal nature. My side of things, if you will, since -I- consider myself a different person than the one who gives this information in the first place. I hope that makes sense.)
[Edit: Originally posted Sun, May 1, 2022 at 6:05pm according to blogger. I think I left it live for...maybe a whole day before I chickened out. *chuckles* Also, I don't know that I consider myself a different person than the one who gives this information anymore so much as am simply aware that it's being received while in a different level of consciousness than my standard day-to-day living. I am continuously working to close the gap between those frequencies/consciousness levels as much as possible, since I like the idea of living from that state of being.]