Note 4 - Arrogance, Creation, and Being Awesome
"I am awesome!" is not arrogance. People call God the creator. We say God used the energy of the universe to create. That isn't quite correct. "God" is all that is, yes? All that is, is energy. God is energy. You are God. You are energy. Spirit, Source, God, all energy. The molocules of everything, you included, are part of energy.
What you're feeling isn't arrogance. It is pride. Satisfaction. Fulfillment. Gratification. While knowing your absolute, utter, deep worth.
Bad things happened when you started to feel that way because you had a faulty meaning filling up pieces of it. You took those meanings from movies and shows that portrayed people you thought felt like that as bad. So you thought it meant you were bad to feel that way. You took on those false beliefs and those feelings made them true for you. You materialized the fears fed to you by others.
You -are- awesome! And it has -nothing- to do with anybody else. You diminish -nobody- else by being awesome. This isn't being comparative. This is being fully, truly, fully you.